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FRIENDS ONLY! [15 Jun 2020|08:57am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Jawbreaker - I Love You So Much It's Killing Us Both | Powered by Last.fm ]

remoteImage-26.jpg MCR Friends Only Banner image by clio214

-My name is Keisha, and I'm 15 years old, making me a sophomore.
-I live in Pennsylvania.
-I'm a vegetarian, an Atheist, and I'm bisexual, leaning more towards girls.
-I'm also straight edge, meaning I don't smoke, drink, or do drugs.
-I write and blog often.
-I write my own lyrics.
-I play piano, cello, and bass.
-I hope to start a band.
-I aspire to a be a musican and a writer.
-I love to diy my clothes.
-I'm into body modification, piercings, and unnatural hair colors.
-I'm almost a green belt in karate. Yes, I do karate. I loves it, so don't give me shit for it. =]
-I've been dealing with depression and self harm issues for a few years now. A few months ago, I decided that life is too short to be sad about and self harm isn't worth it anymore.
-My friends and family mean alot to me.
-I'm loyal as fuck. I'm also a very good listener.
-Music means everything to me. I don't tie myself down to only one genre. I enjoy emo, post-hardcore, screamo, hardcore, and punk.
Anything else you want to know about me, just ask.





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:) [21 Nov 2009|08:43pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Violent Kiss- Eyes Set To Kill ]

To make up for my previous rant-y post, I give you music.
The screaming is the best part. :)

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[17 Nov 2009|06:49pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | 1 Trillion Dollars- Anti Flag ]

Vegetarian bands?
Here's a list of bands that are vegetarian/vegan.
(This list was made in 2007)
bands )

rock on veggies!

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stretching [08 Nov 2009|10:32am]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Unbeliever- Adept ]

So, I found instructions on how to stretch lobes. I've been thinking about stretching for some time now. I'm mostly just posting this for my benefit.
Behind the cut.

Read more... )

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it's all about the he said-she said bullshit [07 Nov 2009|12:16pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Break Stuff- Limp Bizkit ]

Warning: song has strong langauge.

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so [25 Oct 2009|05:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | How To Save A Life- The Fray ]

I want to share something. I was getting distracted watching piano tutorials on YouTube.
The video below me is me.

Yes, this is a video of me playing How To Save A Life By: The Fray on piano. I recorded this back in 2008, so it's a bit old. Sorry the lightings a bit lacking.
But there you go. :)


 

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:) [23 Oct 2009|11:46am]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Cubicles- My Chemical Romance ]

These, taken from givesmehope (gmh) made me heart melt. <3
http://www.givesmehope.com/

At Homecoming this year, many of the girls in my grade did not have any dates. While the entire freshman class gathered to take pictures, a boy started passing out flowers to every girl in our class, making sure to give us ones to match our dress colors so we could all feel special. He GMH.
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Today, my teacher was telling us a story about her friend's adopted son and how he got picked on for it. One day at school a boy went up to him and said, "I came from my mommy's tummy, where did you come from?" knowing the boy was adopted. His response? "I came from my mommy's heart." He was 6 years old at the time. This GMH
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Today I saw that someone had changed some graffiti on the subway from "kill yourself" to "fulfill yourself." GMH
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I was sitting on the bench outside of work one day trying to fix my make up. An elderly man walked passed me with his groceries heading towards his car in the huge Walmart parking lot. He then returned back a minute or so later to tell me "you're beautiful without all that stuff, and you don't need it." Groceries still in hand. GMH
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When i was in elementary school i was a very shy child and didnt have any friends. So when it came to lunchtime i would sit all by myself at the far end of the table. The principal of my school realized this and sat and ate lunch with me everyday for months until i finally found some friends. I will never forget him, he GMH.
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One night while working as a resident at the hospital, we ran out of beds, meaning there was nowhere to put patients. I came home and while telling my husband this, my daughter walked in and said she can sleep on the floor, the patients can have her bed. She was three. GMH.
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Today I was dressed as a bear and went around a carnival hugging people. I saw a girl about 16 crying, so i gave her a really big hug. She told me that she was ditched by all her friends who only invited her as a joke and my hug made her feel important. Small gestures DO make a difference, this GMH.
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Today, I woke up full of life, feeling creative, beautiful, and loved. Looking at the calendar, I realized that it was exactly 6 months ago that I attempted suicide. My recovery GMH.
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F-R-E-E [16 Oct 2009|09:27pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Free Credit Report ]

It's so goddamn catchy!
Ba-ha! Me and my friends used to sing this ALL THE TIME in our classes in eighth grade.

 




 

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[15 Oct 2009|06:31pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Time To Waste- Alkaline Trio ]

Day one. A song.
Day two. A picture
Day three. A book/ebook/fanfic
Day four. A site
Day five. A youtube clip
Day six. A quote
Day seven. Whatever tickles your fancy


Chelsey and I watched this and we were rolling on the floor laughing.
"Son of a.... PINEAPPLE!"

And another one.







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New userpics! yay!

It's fucking snowing outside. It's the middle of October, and it's snowing. Although I do live in Pennsylvania. But it's FUCKING snowing. ^-^ We're under "winter storm advisory". hehe

School was bleh today. Not bad though.

We're watching Aladdin tomorrow in History. Fuck yeah!

I would type more but I gots to study and then go to Wal Mart to get...some things.

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. [14 Oct 2009|06:24pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Sex Pistols - No Feelings | Powered by Last.fm ]

I need to start keeping up with this shit. xD

Day one. A song.
Day two. A picture
Day three. A book/ebook/fanfic
Day four. A site
Day five. A youtube clip
Day six. A quote
Day seven. Whatever tickles your fancy

givesmehope.com/

I love this site. ^-^

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[12 Oct 2009|01:58pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | The Kennedy Curse- Alexisonfire ]

Day one. A song.
Day two. A picture
Day three. A book/ebook/fanfic
Day four. A site
Day five. A youtube clip
Day six. A quote
Day seven. Whatever tickles your fancy



Smack
A friend suggested this book to me, and I've been trying to find it at the library  but someone already has it and I'm not waiting two fucking weeks to read it! I'm going to see if I can order it online today.




In other news, I'm still sick today, so I stayed home from school.





 

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I'm continuning this [11 Oct 2009|09:40am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Brand New - Not the Sun | Powered by Last.fm ]

Day one. A song.
Day two. A picture
Day three. A book/ebook/fanfic
Day four. A site
Day five. A youtube clip
Day six. A quote
Day seven. Whatever tickles your fancy

Fuck, I forgot about this. Oh wells. I'm continuing it.


That's my rainbow hand.

PS: Happy 200 posts!



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[03 Oct 2009|03:11pm]
[ mood | surprised ]
[ music | My Chemical Romance - Vampires Will Never Hurt You | Powered by Last.fm ]

Ok, so out of curiosity, I used myjellybean.com's (weird ass site name) dream dictionary or whatever the hell it's called to look up the meaning to one of the more recents dreams I had.
The dream dictionary meaning REALLY hit the fucking nail on the head.
I had a dream a few nights ago where I went to a show and I watched Adept perform, and I was moshing in the pit.
The meaning:
"To see a famous musical band in your dream, symbolizes a sense of belonging."

http://www.myjellybean.com/astrology/dream/dream.htm

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lyrics [19 Aug 2009|05:34pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | In Circles- Sunny Day Real Estate ]

Ok, so I know awhile ago, I posted the lyrics to SDRE's Seven. But the shitty lyric site I got them off of were wrong.
Here are the right lyrics to SDRE's Seven:

 

 

You'll taste it, You'll taste it, In Time..... )
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..... [12 Aug 2009|10:56am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | Heaven Help Us- My Chemical Romance ]

Some MCR quotes that I found.
I almost cried as I read some of them.
<3
These quotes prove that MCR SAVES LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MCR )

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straight edge [09 Aug 2009|04:03pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Seeing Red- Minor Threat ]

The lyrics to Straight Edge, by Minor Threat

 

I'm a person just like you )




 

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..... [03 Aug 2009|09:19am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Ok, so today I'm off to Blands Park.
Mom is being a bitch and yelling at me and critisizing me about everything.
I fucking hate her.
Why won't she just back off?
I didn't even do anything mean or talk back to her, so why do I deserve this?
My mom's friend and her kids are picking us up to go to Blands Park in a few minutes.
Her kids are both boys, one 8, the other 10, so I'm the only girl, and I'm the oldest.
I guess I'll be going on rides by myself. WHatever. I don't mind.
And I don't have to go to the water park. :)
Yes, I hate getting wet.

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[01 Aug 2009|11:10pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Hi.
I'm back.

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THE 10 COMANDMENTS OF CHEMICAL ROMANCE [20 Jul 2009|03:00pm]
[ mood | blah ]

~THE 10 COMANDMENTS OF CHEMICAL ROMANCE~
1 ~ Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head
2 ~ Thou shall be willing to die for love
3 ~ Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you
4 ~ Thou shall be a demolition lover
5 ~ Thou shall unleash the bats
6 ~ Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)
7 ~ Thou shall respect thy lords: Gerard, Frank, Mikey, Ray, and Bob
8 ~ Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance
9 ~ Thou shall see beauty in bloody love
10 ~ Thou shall rock hard

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